As far as pumping goes...my milk supply has pretty much tanked this month because I just don't have time to pump more than once a shift when I'm at work in the ER. Breast milk is definitely the law of supply and demand, and if you don't get to feed or pump for 8-9 hours, the brain tells the body, "never mind...I stopped needing to make breast milk 4 hours ago". So unfortunately when I used to be able to pump like 40 ounces in a day, now it's only 25-30. Luckily, now that Weston in eating more food he eats less milk, but it makes me sad. I am still trying to empty a bag of frozen milk in the freezer from January, and I somehow still have new milk to freeze every couple days. It's amazing how obsessed you can become over a little thing like breast milk when you're a working/pumping mom.
I'm finishing up my month of ER tonight...then it's on to PICU nights. Not a great improvement schedule wise, but at least I'll be back with all my Peds friends and I'll be able to go to some lectures again. Poor Rolland gets run ragged taking care of Weston on my crazy schedule. Sometimes I don't see them for several days except to say goodbye when they leave. Right now, all I can think about is August...vacation month! Hopefully we'll be California bound.
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